just leave me be

what really pisses me off is when kathy asked me if i was moving to new york just for jem. i'm pretty sure that some other moron asked me the same question before also. i wanna get away from my fuckin family and i can't think of any other state that i'd rather go to other than new york. there's also a lot of opportunities for work in new york. it's the city that doesn't sleep. if anyone has any other objections.. they can take their fingers and sit on them (while they're pointing up, of course). i'm sick of defending and arguing why i want to move to new york to different people, i'm a fuckin adult. i should get to make the damn decision on where the hell i wanna live, if they don't like it, they should really go mind their own damn business and fuck themselves. just leave me be. let me find out for myself where the hell is the right place for me to live because so far.. i can honestly say that i DON'T like living here in minnesota.. there's NOTHING for me here anymore.